Rough night, feeling heavy

"and 100 more" (nth256) 01/30/2020 at 02:04 • Filed to: None

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Feeling like a coward, because of a promise I’m too scared to keep.

It’s a promise I won’t keep, because I have people who depend on me to be here. But I can’t say I haven’t considered it.

I ’m ok, I promise. Please no wellness checks or anything. I will be back in the morning. Just... really missing my someone tonight.

CB > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 02:13

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Hey bud, I don't know what you're going through, but we've got your back. And no matter what, the sun will rise tomorrow, and a new day with new opportunities will arise. I'm pulling for you, we're all in this together.

and 100 more > CB 01/30/2020 at 02:26

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Thanks, man. I really appreciate it.

themanwithsauce - has as many vehicles as job titles > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 02:41

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Been there. Dodged that. Ended up meeting some amazing people in the process. Strange feeling to think about - that some of the lowest moments of my life resulted in meeting some of those most dear to my heart.

Keep on keeping on, and think of Matras

and 100 more > themanwithsauce - has as many vehicles as job titles 01/30/2020 at 02:43

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Those enormous  headlights do seem to help, thank you.

themanwithsauce - has as many vehicles as job titles > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 02:55

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They illuminate the way forward in the darkness  quite nicely.

RallyDarkstrike - Fan of 2-cyl FIATs, Eastern Bloc & Kei cars > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 05:14

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I'm late to this convo, but we're here if you need us :)

Long_Voyager94 > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 06:52

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That’s not “Heavy”, this is The Heavy:

and 100 more > Long_Voyager94 01/30/2020 at 07:53

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Ha, yeah. Thanks for sharing that! It's good shit, sad I didn't know about it until now! 

I t was the thoughts that were heavy last night, the song was just a trigger.

and 100 more > RallyDarkstrike - Fan of 2-cyl FIATs, Eastern Bloc & Kei cars 01/30/2020 at 08:00

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Much appreciated, homie. I’ve slept, I’m up and moving now; existential dread is replaced by humility, and life  goes on. I think I got past the storm. 

Long_Voyager94 > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 08:15

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I get it man. You’ll pull through and be a stronger person for it, keep your head up.

RallyDarkstrike - Fan of 2-cyl FIATs, Eastern Bloc & Kei cars > and 100 more 01/30/2020 at 10:51

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Glad to hear it mate - we all stick together here :)